Only the one who hurts you, Can make you feel better

I feel like I've been having really good luck lately.
Now, of course, I just threw all of it out the window by acknowledging that
But, I'm just feeling really great. Is it my happy pills?

David is in Germany. Don't ask.. He was so wonderful the other day. Round 2 is going to go a lot smoother.
And it will because I've learned from my mistakes and he's been knocked down. We're both at a much more "real" point.
He is truly such an amazingly complex person- I've stopped expecting people to really get that. They never will.
And frankly, I am the only one who needs to. I'm fucking happy and happy with him in my life. He has become such a huge part of my life- my adult life. The one I started here in New York- and I'm grateful for that.

I feel like I have mass amounts of money, probably the only one who feels like that on the planet. I'm contemplating buying another Marc bag, I need a neutral colour one.

I'm very unmotivated at school this semester. My classes are dumb. How many weeks left?
Hopefully next semester will be better!
I have to make my deposit for my Milan-Paris-Como trip soon!!

I want to buy a faux fur and I weigh 108 lbs.

I also really can't wait to see the movie Revolutionary Road with Leo and Kate! Luve!