Genius.

ATTN: GIRLS. LADIES. FEMALES. WOMEN. BITCHS,

Read this. Read this. Oh my god, read this. This book rules so hard.

Some of my highlights:

"Men find it very satisfying to get what they want. If we want you, we will find you. If you don't think you gave him enough time to notice you, take that time it took you to notice him and divide it by half."


"Guys don't mind messing up a friendship if it could lead to sex, whether it be a "fuck buddy" situation or a meaningful romance....If we're really excited about someone, we can't stop ourselves- we want more. If we're friends with someone and attracted to them, we're going to want to take it further...Don't say he's "scared," the only thing he is scared of is how not attracted to you he is."


"If a guy truly likes you, but for personal reasons he needs to take things slow, he will let you know that immediately, he won't keep you guessing, because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away.


"If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind."


" 'Busy' is another word for 'asshole.' 'Asshole' is another word for the guy you're dating."


"Guys tell you how they feel even if you refuse to listen or believe them. 'I don't want to be in a serious relationship' truly means 'I don't want to be in a serious relationship with you.' "

Today.

YES WE CAN!

I hope I am lucky enough to have this one day!


Sexiest Man Alive!
Yay yay yay

PROUD TO BE A'MERICAN!

Top 10 Trends Spring 2009

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BRIGHT (ISAAZ MIZRAHI)























SPARKLE (PHILLIP LIM)























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JEAN (ALEXANDER WANG)























BOY (RAG & BONE)

Do You Like To See Me Broken?

Blake Lively looks so fab on next month's issue of Vogue it hurts!




Givenchy Spring 2009 RTW collection makes me weak in the knees. Riccardo have my babies! YSL makes me want to rob a bank. Stefano have my babies too!

I keep seeing ugly models everywhere. It makes me so frustrated. But just makes me want it more essentially making me fight stronger & harder.

I have work tonight at The Eldridge! I can't wait. I need to go shopping, I need things to wear. Here is my shopping list:

Herve Leger ($1590)

...Hence the ugly model though! WTF

Proenza Schouler ($1250)


YSL ($2890)


AND THESE PERFECT FUCKERZ!
($1295)



I wish David would stop lying, not necessarily to me all the time, but just in general. Maybe I'll sleep there tonight after work- its closer. And he can continue to try and prove things, but I know I can be his weakness. I can't remember my life without him, its so crazy. He's just always there. It felt so good the other week before Aspen, he knows my body so well. Right now I need consistency and familiarity, and he's about it for me.

I love old Mariah. My abs hurt, and I need to go upstairs to my gym

Move On

2009 Resolutionz:

-Successful relationship
-Make 5 timez as much $$$
-Get signed to an agency
-Grow my hair out


Holidays were good. Spent much needed time with the family. Saw the movies MILK, SEVEN POUNDS, and REVOLUTIONARY ROAD... Never cried in any of them. Which bothers me!
Came back to NYC for NYE, went to Alon's private party at RDV and ended my night on 5th Ave Greenwich Village.

Luke comes back Monday. The DJ is in South America. And David is in Aspen, on a mountain without service?





Started my new DREAM JOB.


I also started reading a book! So unlike me, "Nights In Rodanthe" afterwards I'm going to see the movie. Also back in a Fiona phase- I love her so much.

Yesterday I got my hair cut & glossed, bought new Chanel make-up and a pair of Marc Jacobs sunglasses

My apartment is finally starting to come together. I'm thrilled!


I think I found my future husband, and it's sorta funny. All along I think the jokes will become reality. I found the place I want to live in too, 165 Charles St.
I hope he gets me it