Do You Like To See Me Broken?

Blake Lively looks so fab on next month's issue of Vogue it hurts!




Givenchy Spring 2009 RTW collection makes me weak in the knees. Riccardo have my babies! YSL makes me want to rob a bank. Stefano have my babies too!

I keep seeing ugly models everywhere. It makes me so frustrated. But just makes me want it more essentially making me fight stronger & harder.

I have work tonight at The Eldridge! I can't wait. I need to go shopping, I need things to wear. Here is my shopping list:

Herve Leger ($1590)

...Hence the ugly model though! WTF

Proenza Schouler ($1250)


YSL ($2890)


AND THESE PERFECT FUCKERZ!
($1295)



I wish David would stop lying, not necessarily to me all the time, but just in general. Maybe I'll sleep there tonight after work- its closer. And he can continue to try and prove things, but I know I can be his weakness. I can't remember my life without him, its so crazy. He's just always there. It felt so good the other week before Aspen, he knows my body so well. Right now I need consistency and familiarity, and he's about it for me.

I love old Mariah. My abs hurt, and I need to go upstairs to my gym