Dear You,
I wish you weren't an extremely insecure little boy, Who feels he has something to prove to the world.
I wish you didn't devote all your love and energy to things that will eventually die out: fame, fortune
I wish you would examine your life and see that you missed out on genuine relationships and people
I wish you would tell me the truth
I wish you were human
I wish you weren't so predictable all the time
I wish you would rid of all the pictures you have of me
I wish you cared enough to mean what you say
I wish you wouldn't tell me that I shouldn't eat so unhealthy
I wish you wouldn't use my name when you speak to me
I wish you never met my Mom
I wish you were here
I wish you wouldn't always grab my hand
I wish you would remember
I wish you gave me a chance
I wish you would stop repeating yourself or asking me questions over and over
I wish you had the ability to change
I wish you wouldn't say sorry
I wish you wouldn't talk to her when I'm around
I wish you thought I was the reason
I wish you didn't have so much influence over me and my decisions
I wish you wouldn't play hip-hop at 8 AM
I wish you didn't fall asleep so easy
I wish you wouldn't laugh the way you do when you're on the phone with Harmony
I wish you weren't liked by people
I wish you weren't so easily amused
I wish you were actually confident
I wish you didn't have ugly faded tattoos of their names on your chest
I wish you wouldn't always talk about my eyes all the time
I wish you saw how lucky you were
I wish you would see you're running out of time
I wish you weren't so dominating
I wish you were happy
I wish you would let me be there
I wish you didn't always leave me questioning
I wish you didn't eat every meal with chopsticks
I wish you didn't make me feel so comfortable
I wish you saying my name wasn't so reassuring
I wish you didn't treat every time we hang out as if it's the first time
I wish you didn't snore so loud that I can't sleep
I wish you weren't so difficult
I wish you wouldn't make me make decisions
I wish you never referred to me as baby
I wish you would say things to me you said when we first met
I wish you wouldn't try to be funny
I wish you never made me smile
I wish you didn't make me cry all the time
I wish you would grow up
I wish you could hear me
I wish I could have you, all of you.
Friday, August 8, 2008
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