Friday, August 8, 2008

Fool me once - shame on you! Fool me twice - shame on me!

Dear You,

I wish you weren't an extremely insecure little boy, Who feels he has something to prove to the world.

I wish you didn't devote all your love and energy to things that will eventually die out: fame, fortune

I wish you would examine your life and see that you missed out on genuine relationships and people

I wish you would tell me the truth

I wish you were human

I wish you weren't so predictable all the time

I wish you would rid of all the pictures you have of me

I wish you cared enough to mean what you say

I wish you wouldn't tell me that I shouldn't eat so unhealthy

I wish you wouldn't use my name when you speak to me

I wish you never met my Mom

I wish you were here

I wish you wouldn't always grab my hand

I wish you would remember

I wish you gave me a chance

I wish you would stop repeating yourself or asking me questions over and over

I wish you had the ability to change

I wish you wouldn't say sorry

I wish you wouldn't talk to her when I'm around

I wish you thought I was the reason

I wish you didn't have so much influence over me and my decisions

I wish you wouldn't play hip-hop at 8 AM

I wish you didn't fall asleep so easy

I wish you wouldn't laugh the way you do when you're on the phone with Harmony

I wish you weren't liked by people

I wish you weren't so easily amused

I wish you were actually confident

I wish you didn't have ugly faded tattoos of their names on your chest

I wish you wouldn't always talk about my eyes all the time

I wish you saw how lucky you were

I wish you would see you're running out of time

I wish you weren't so dominating

I wish you were happy

I wish you would let me be there

I wish you didn't always leave me questioning

I wish you didn't eat every meal with chopsticks

I wish you didn't make me feel so comfortable

I wish you saying my name wasn't so reassuring

I wish you didn't treat every time we hang out as if it's the first time

I wish you didn't snore so loud that I can't sleep

I wish you weren't so difficult

I wish you wouldn't make me make decisions

I wish you never referred to me as baby

I wish you would say things to me you said when we first met

I wish you wouldn't try to be funny

I wish you never made me smile

I wish you didn't make me cry all the time

I wish you would grow up

I wish you could hear me

I wish I could have you, all of you.

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